my lil LIFE!!

kamu baca intro udah ka?? o kamu just lumpat2 pa yg bisai dliat ja?? eihh mana bleh miatu, nya urg tuha2 nda kuasa! tp nya me no power! nda bleh, aga baca2. huhuhu~~ yeah as promised, as it just an intro ryt?? me ceta details a bit myself laa.. just some parts of me dui ma ujung2 ganya.. i rily luv writing since ntah. ngat kan dulu2 cigu2 mgajar compo buat 1 pai 10 sentences bnombor g tu. den upgrade ckit buat paragraphs. den upgrade makin byk words.. memang me suka gila menulis. u noe tym damit me sama kazen2 me suka buat you know mayb sama mcm kamu jua, buat imaginary stories. ada me tulis pa g buku skulah cabut tangah2 buat la character mcm antu gg tajam kuku panjang den bjurit my mom mbuang ksampah. sayang wa ideas yg dulu2 tu tbuang cematu saja. since my bro ada pc yata me amai taip2 toh byk save cerita yg gantung2 nada ending.



till ada pertandingan mbuat cerpen! before ne memang ada hati kan ikut mana2 pertandingan tapi just nada masa. kan ikut ku eyh balik2 udah tanya rah my mom since ia yang bagi dis suggestion at the end ia ambilkan plang tp bkn form cerpen, menulis novel wa! bowh pisan eyh! im a2ly a NOVELIST by accident! xp huhuhu~~ sal cerpen tutup udah, mliat novel ne mcm siuk jo dri nda buat pa2 drumah (msa tu cuti puasa!) bek buat sumtin worthd ryt?? syg jo talent yg danugerahkan Tuhan eceh! dsia2kan! hadiahnya lagi gla yow! $7000 winner 1st runner up $5000 2nd runner up $3000 saguhati x3 $1000 sorang so gla2 byk 4me yg nda bkaja la. hehehe~ i wish klo manang saguati kan bli komputer of my own la dpt me tym boring2 mnaip! bukan plang me ikut sal duit (ekcen nya tu!), just once a life experience jadi tah..

dui kali nya kalah! LOSER! huhuhu~~ tapi klo ikut self-satisfied me bebangga la. msa tu tym mbuat compo dskulah minimum 500 so so words ryt?? novel minimum 20,000 words o 100 pages of A4 ppr! ada sapa2 sangup?? even 500 pun pyh x ah ne pai bpuluh ribu! yg me dgr klo blaja mgambil master mesti buat novel wa. hey i got my own master udah walo nda kana approve! hahahaha~ n den dtg lagi nada persediaan bidan trajun? turun2 ayam? wateva it calld ikut btanding dush kalah eyh! ceta2 yg me buat rah my bro pc tu me ambil combine buang pa yg nda patut den antar without even check thoroughly! msa myiapkan memang byk dugaan la. mcm my family said bleh ka ko buat ne?? as dateline which evry writers' enemy makin dakat ah! akhir wa mgambil form ah yg len bbulan2 myiapkan, me?? 1-2 weeks x! advance 2 yow.. msa mnaip lagi tym puasa! i dun mind plang posa ne bkn tuk tani bmalas2 kan?? eceh! tp smua concentrate in 1 iaitu utak me! mun stres dpt mngupi o mngemilo, ne posa mana ada tu. paksa smua control. tido?? pa g bangun mata taus buat, ttido jap eyh buat2 blum siap nda btido-an bout 4-5hari x! ttido pun dsofa! dapan2 mata tv nda dingau! mcm dunia ne concentrate on your world dlm comic tu paknz ckp c-ed ne! oh yeah i thank my sis-in-law (msa tu blum g kawin) minjamkan me lappy nya dpt me bawa sana kmari! eish so gila2 pyh ne mbuat novel ne banar tah. yg me tharu my dad pun nda puasati me kalah tu. patut ikut certain age category wa sal msa tu me still young huhuhu~ 17 kan msuk 18 young jo tu, nda kan?? hehehe self-declared tu title atas ah yg ikut btanding ne apa tuha2 udah emm senior2 laa. ada yg pling muda ubd-ians me bru skulah mnangah yow! me bto yg manang ah? no1 a script writer in brunei's drama walo 1st tym-er ia ada experiences mnulis.. no2 blik2 udah ikut even some of his articles ada udah publish DBP, well experience la.(dis 1 me nda puas ati sal duit yg ia manag tu ia kan byr utang ja!) no3 language teacher dui expert jo tu nda ja?? (kan stiap pmenang naik atas bg talk experience menulis, yata my dad ckp ia ne mcm ambung2an!) me dui nada experience n less talented. nda mbuyuk kan tu?? i admit my loss la tapi tym me kana announce ambil sijil atas den mkn2 den blik byknya urg mnantang! my dad so proud la msa tu. den ikut bengkel la cana mbuat novel.

msa tu mcm2 la karyawan/wati brunei djumpai mcm MUSLIM BURMAT (nicknya menulis lupa nama banai!) yg novel nya kana buatkan textbook lupa title booknya emm urg sastera tau ne.. bagi talk even majalah MEKAR smua majalah dbrunei ne la. except newppr agency saja nada.. unfortunately me nada pics masa tu. yg ada group photos yg dambil msa last yg dpunyai uleh DBP (Dewan Bahasa & Pustaka). oh forget to tell you most participants yg ikut pun mostly ubd-ians jo as lecturer durang pun ada bg talk. me mcm c-bana la btanya course pa taun pa? huhuhu ia btanya rah me im still skulah menengah-er mcm bigung ia taus wa ubd-ian ah, mana jo mcm c-taie me sana ah..


dis is da best sijil i had. not even urg pling handal academic o yg pling active kurikulumnya yg stil skulah di brunei ne can even beat me! dis officially signd by pengarah DBP himself to declare dat im 1 of da writers in brunei darussalam. tym me kan masuk ubd me ne kan ambil sometin bout mnulis but diploma ja ada 'penulisan kreatif' over-qualified jo tu as me ne bleh ambil degree. tp bidang yg me masuk ne not disappointd la. as me ne nda suka stick to 1 topic yata course me ne mcm2 topiknya nanti th me ceta..





ne tah official letter me pertama dri kerajaan yow! huhuhu skadar! n bwh tu is my novel punya title, CINTA & SAHABAT?? (liat question marks nya '??' lama udah me kbesaan makai toh!), which entah bila ka kana publish. kata durang edit memang batah ne. eish klo bana kana publish bek! yg manang lagi durang kan publish entah turn me bila kah pai tua x.. o mati dgn diri x still klo ada kana publish! do you know sal pa nda byk novel urg tempatan bjual dkadai o even langsung nada x?? cos urg brunei sendiri nda mau support novel tanahair! da sinopsis i keep it secret. if kana publish mau u guyz mbalikan??




tu nah draft me antar msti 4 buting bg yow for each judges la. blue toh covernya my fav colour! only contain 63 pages + 1 sinopsis. pwasan me nipis wa n den aik?? abis taya mcm not dat dramatic! yata mbarinya kalah lg toh. character dlm mcm ada lg tubah. actualy ne pun by accident tprint labih satu ne yata ganya satu2nya yg ada me save ne!


ne nah ganya ada bsave cni tp me kan copy paste rah my pendrive GE DEK GEK DEK~~ bbunyi2 wa aka nda g dapat dbuka! eish dulu pendrive ne mana femes mcm msa ne. recently jo bru2an as harganya makin murah. tp urg masa ne into hard disk dah sal byk muat! ntah klo dcuba floppy disk ne dpajal mau x dambil datanya. sal cuba kamu liat desktop pc my bro ah (atas yow!) pa kamu noticed?? nada CPU! monitor ganya! celaka mcm bauta punya pencuri! mati tah ko! *emo c-ed!* byk toh ceta me sana ah blum buat novel or cerpen! my one n only softcopy novel me yata sana toh! masuk rumah aka mceroboh rumah kami ia pencuri bangkai ah! abis wallet me dlm nya bjuta2 huhuhu sama my hp dcue nya. tau ia CPU berharga ah! sblum vista msa tu femes window xp pro latest x ah pc my bro tu! sial eyh! ku haramkan duitnya mun jualnya! report kepulis ambil fingerprint rah window ia msuk nya klo ada info ada kami nepun tu nya dui pai msa ne nada wa! sanang2 udah c-babi kuntut tu mkn duit haram ah.. sial ko baie! klo ada g msuk ia msuk kbilik me, eyh ada ku ringkup pacah bg-nya tu pcue ah. ckp rah pulis ia mganu ja as self defense la! pai stangah nazak jua pulis mana tau tu. ckp ia buat2 ceta abis kes! huhuhu~~ mcm bana!

Ed's review: ok dats my lil adventure of my life. diff ppl diff minat kan?? yata minat me toh. me nda dpt writing as my study course, as hobby pun jadi tah.. blog ne th ganya tampat me mgadu huhuhu cian bunyi nya! nada deyh more into expressin my feelin la.. ntah eyh asal mliat wayang pa tu bida bajunya taya mcm2 dckp, y not tani type cni?? you know stiap manusia ne ada talentnya, durang saja balum tau. bg yg tau even da world damit rasanya bleh dgagar ne yow dunia ah. as my blog ne ja recently kana tagur oleh PRIME MINISTER's OFFICE ppl duno cana durang tau. me bru2 jua buka TUP taus HOT! even jd brunei's gov concern huhuhu~~ me delete udah tym u guyz baca ne tp emailnya ada rah me msh. barangkali ada urang report DAMN u, ko btaun2 udah blogging tp nt even once kana notice, me bru beberapa hari udah pai minister office. u just jealous! skati me mgambang wateva kamu ucap! kamu rah blog kamu bkn kamu show-off kan kamu punya recent activies tu?? daa~~ diff ppl diff ideas x ah!! blagak suci tah pulang! macam ia inda selalu mendangar berita2 cani! da main ideas ia sini pun actually kan meliat barang catu jgn tah! pa ja kamu cakap ALASAN ja tu!