selfish

is selfish a crime??

im shocked when my friend that not used to sms me, recently text-ed.. da text is bout dis.. (copy+paste from da exact sms)..

anonymous friend: "salam die.. aku kn msuk group *name of one of my friends that i joined* aku ngam ngan durg.. dpt kau ikut group lain *name of my course*.."

i dunno wat to say.. im speechless, hence didnt reply his sms at all.. maybe 'the old me' will say "pity him.. i should let him join this group since they're like 'kamceng' members.. i am the one that who always have different group every semester and not that very close with them" i have reason to join to random group, you know, different people to work with mean different experiences, new challenges.. for me in group work, dont you feel bored seeing the same face every single day?? yeah maybe its kinda uncomfortable cos of 'the ice' that should be break first but hey isnt that temporary?? maybe im not the same like others (the way im thinking) but who cares..

cos of my no-responseness, the 2nd sms come that really pissed me off..

anonymous friend: "brada aku msuk dh ne group durg *name of one of my friend that i joined* oky? aku nda dpt group lain.. aku ada clash (with his timetable)"

*adrenaline rush inside me, but outside im still kewl* he make me decide so i replied,

me: "nda eh, ko la mcari group yg ok dgn tymtable mu.. bhapa plang aku??"

i dunno he just making excuses or what but im insisted.. im not gonna make me sick trying to find the new group just cos he is kamceng with the group, NO WAY MAN! of course he replied..

anonymous friend: "*name of one of my friend that i joined* slh buat nama andang dari awal dh aku kan kna masukkn.. mun nda aku mendangni kau mencari class lain"

on that time, i just finished my very short tutorial (its like 5minutes or so, with tutor attached ok!), i freakingly dont care with this 'anonymous friend' anymore, so i just proceed with our meeting that suppose to start that very time.. im thinking is that sms VERY TRUE that they didnt want me on the group?? i dunno but im PERFECTLY SURE that my friend *name of one of my friend that i joined* is the one that want me on the group at the first place.. so i just proceed to the meeting without thinking further..

when i come to the room, SILENT! yeah they knew me.. i think they afraid of me cos u know when i said something i am BOLD.. you're the lawyer but im the god * exaggeration much!* first thing i said when i entered the room is..

me: "NDA!"

no excuses and everything just that one single-yet-powerful word. its 'first come, first serve' duh! im sure that they couldnt do anything cos im so true..

p/s: im wandering... :/

bad week~

recently i got my lappy punya adapter rusak! i bought da new one, u know what its my 3rd adapter since i used my lappy! GAWD!! i dunno its me o my lappy yg problems.. i'd investigate dis problems with my few friends yg ada DELL branded punya lappy.. ntah laa masa last year, worst story i ever heard bout lappy la..

his lappy broken n repair it sumwher in QLAP!! u know what da repair shop bankrupt n didnt return any lappy dat been sent there.. WHAT?? so shocking kan?! it left without any traces.. already report to da police, u know polis brunei not lyk expensive salary lyk in tv series drama n so on, so my friend bali laa lappy baru.. shyt if dat happen to me, nda ku lapaskan walo tah lubang cacing! o yeah main thing bkn ceta tu tp ia rusak atu laa.. fokus.. hehehehe

ntah maybe aku ne careless x jo.. tp ku ceta la sama my GIRLFRIENDS.. durang pun ada SAME PROBLEM.. rusak! i dunno apa yg rusak since bkn jo expert sgt aku ne in lappy tp rusak.. Y?? Y?? Y?? andang dell punya lappy ne andang bmasalah ka?? gyla jo tu.. my lappy ne penah rusak jo ia punya RAM!! langsung nda dpt buka.. dgr2 lg byk ceta penipuan masane..

ada part lappy kana curi luar mcm bisai eyh.. skli dlmnya kana tukar barang lama pa, kamu tau kan?? selama aku mbali lappy ku ani LANGSUNG skali pun nda pernah ku antar kkadai! so seriously plus bayarannya mahal jo bah.. standard jo maintainaince nya ganya tu.. bek ku arah kwn2 ku yg pandai..

ada pernah my lappy ne langsung nda mau dbuka bah.. bisai2 udah ku jaga.. virus bisai laju detect masatu my kazen bg la very good programme, yg dkadai bbayar tapi aku geddit 4 free saja.. tanya my friend yg pmandai ne ia FORMAT with backup n evrytin laa.. ia ckp andang pyh plang ne my lappy ne dbaiki tp ia cuba laa.. turn out VISTA ani banar nya bmasalah BASAR!! kwn ku tu dunno ia ada kadai computer o pa tp ia ckp yata sal nya alum batah ada WINDOW 7 atu nya.. ia bg aku WINDOW 7 PRO yg dkadai lyk bratus mbayar baru yg basic tu.. good la masa tu memang 7 popular laa yata byk application nya alum ada.. mcm bluetooth, webcam yg hardware laa.. nyangku wateva la, asal ku dpt beinternet udah! i pay $20 saja.. yg kalo dkadai basic pun $45 saja~~ bguna plang appication tu yg nada tu yata ada kwn ku yg pmandai ne tau la install.. not free of cos but still resonable price.. yeah2 i know dis kinda stuff ku dgr illegal bleh kana tangkap n stuff but i dun care.. AKU MASIH NDA PERCAYA KADAI2 BRUNEI NE!! bek ku klimbang, tani dpt meliat dapan mata durang mgusai..

now got window 7 PRO attach kewl la mcm apple punya lappy pa.. masalah nya NOW my lappy ne bvirus, pyh mbuat kaja.. so sblum tjadi pa2 bek tah ku FORMAT sal worm virus ka pa namanya if u got dat walo ko delete mana dpt tu, blik smula.. rasakan ku antak bah, pakal ja ku bguna lappy till my final 4th year..

biggest of all, i got fight with my big bro.. HORMAT-MENGHORMATI?? tau ka perkataan atu?? when urg hormat, hormat la aku jo.. nada ku kan mjahati urg nda tantu2 walo pun ku dangar urang atu jahat.. ne my own bro bah lg tah patut dhormati tp when aku udah nda hormat atu, pagang tah ckp ku ne.. jgn myakitkan hati kalo diri sendiri pun masih jo gila baie.. mun aku ne myusahkan, diri atu jo LAGI TIA TERUK! dari dulu my parents raise us, nda jo ku mati x without him.. dis is not bout my parents plang.. me n him.. mun ia kana marah plawan x ahh, tau jo ku prangai nya.. urg yg nda pernah support on wateva in my doings iatah urang tu, bkn ku mgungkit~ myakiti ati ada ia tu, anu nda tantu2 ada dingatinya tu.. so when it come to dis when ia myakitkan ati ku, aku nda ku diam2 saja.. PA RASANYA KANA SAKITI ATI?? yata rasaku tu jaa... i can do much worser than dat, cuba tah!

BACK2SCHOOL

yesterday i back to my uni!! da real one (stress attachd) hehehehe~ typical evry new smester must do dat i have a lot, deciding TUTORIAL CLASS!! its good if some lecturers didnt care wat tym should our tutorial is.. but da bad thing bout dis is dat u have take '1st come, 1st serve' basis u know lyk even u a minute a few secs late.. its lyk u compete with ur frens 4da best spot.. grrrr~~~

meet all my friends (some still absent though as they know lecture only start on week 3) but stil crucial to come cos dis cliche mess!! u dont just hope tellin ur friend 2 do so as u do know if u can satisfied with dat.. just lyk just now u now my friends put our tutorial on saturday which i dont rily agree cos on dat day i should b free on day (no class at all).. when i told them to do it on tuesday, they said they're free on dat day.. is dat satisfy enough 4 u guyz?? shhss friends can put any time they want u know.. so i didnt, i influenced just 1 of my friend then they change it to wednesday! i think im good in influencing, i guess!! gagagagaga~~

nda wa masa td i try my new contact lens on, i think da bigger da diameter of da lens da better.. but when i put it on.. my 1st impression on myself u know what?? i look lyk alien!! hahahahaha i tell my friend on dis (i know she will b honest) i said wat i think she said "mcm animal cute jo yg mata basar" hahahaha dont always trust ur insticnt though.. when im back home i told my lil bro botu dis.. he in silent mode for a sec then "nda saiz ko eyh!!" u know my family is almost all boys except my mom dats y when they talk its kinda harsh laa.. but wateva la.. it just took 1 person to boost my confident level.. eceh!!

nda tngat plang ku dis girl (my friend bah!) she is good la in her taste.. shes beautiful, yata ia ckp "u look different! i didnt regconize u at all till ***** said u cut ur hair" hahahaha she told me im different in GOOD WAY!! nahhh~~ mesti ngat dis quote *tulis2!*

p/s: its 2am n i got class dis very morning! -_-"

HAPPY 2011

yeah new year, new hope~ yesterday (5/1/11) im @ ubd.. it was surprisingly surprise.. for me laa.. i neva tot back2school makes me happy (if dat da rite word).. i happy to meet my familiar face, got to sign-up my tutorial.. of cos ANOTHER new group 4me.. group photoshoot 8da end, some girls complaint dat i shouldnt b in da middle when in putushut but hehehehe group photo what?? u should stand out bahh.. sori hahahaha...

few hours later, got our exam result out.. im stil not satisfy.. although im improve a bit.. A BIT is not good enough!! n then i start rumour is it official result?? *kes nda puasti!* hehehehe kinda mcm jaat plang tp lurus jo tu.. then alum batah byk taya urg hapy taus nda jd hapy, they said bek tah tungu yg printout slip dari ubd.. mana jo recently genext, as said by our lecturer, they got their result 'kana tarik balik'.. yata URI urg is it banar ka nda, walo pun fact nya result atu arah ubd punya website.. DA POWER OF RUMOURS!!

facebook?? i just realise i dun rily update status evry single day.. dont play da games as always.. n u know what?? it make me LESS STRESS!! i dunno theres scientifically explanation on dis but yeah for me.. FACEBOOK DO EMOTIONALLY HARM!! 4 me laa.. need 2b more research lagi hahahaha..

im happy jo lately maybe i got to go 2 lots of places during dis very holiday.. lots of sight-seeing n stuffs.. new experiences, new friends.. dats what i lyk bout KELAB PENDETA BAHASA.. malang surabaya is da destination.. den masa blik ahh 'ikut ko kpantai' my dad said.. i said 'huh bru jo smpai rumah, kan bjalan taya lg nyawa dmana??' hahahaha mana jo ku kan ikut flight 6.30am, bsiap2 kami msti smpai airport by 3.30am bah!! packing lg evrytin, mana btido jd nya.. alum batah ne APB kan kpantai taya lg 'sapa2 nda ikut mesti buat surat arah pengarah' aku buat arah status malas ku ingau bek ku KK.. yeah u heard me rite K.K.. kota kinabalu..

nda jo byk uleh2 deyh blarai2 ne.. ada 10 baju x, kasut 3pasang pakah, beg yg penting TIP-TO-TOE smua baru ne new smester ne.. untuk ku palng baru tu~~ alum lg tuk family pa.. xp nda bah pwasan ku mahal mbali2 luar negeri ne.. i dunno kamu sadar ka nda.. since i think byk bruneians kmiri, kk, kl sal dkatakan MURAH kununnya.. but no no no no so much places ku aga ani 8da end BRUNEI still murah!! nda picaya?? yeah udah~ byk lakat bah blabih usin ku ngeh ngeh ngeh~~ blurih plang ku lg shopping dbrunei dlm 3 lg sluar (bkn sluar dlm ok! atu 3 banar tu~~ tuk jln2 waa.. since baju baru dah tlampau byk!! walo pun ada temptin kan mbali dis jaket rugged yow~~ HAHAHAHA), blanja my lil bro paa, ia mbali stationery sal kan back2school.. then pastu cousin minta dgni mliat DAMPING MALAM.. byk lakat usin ku wahahahaha~~

cuti yg pling ku PUAS HATI bana tah!! hapy beravis!! yata x tu sal luan2 stress akhirnya mesti ada senyum ani... persoalannya patutka aku mlayan stress dis smester so 8da end aku hapy?? aku banar nya takut stress atu bah if kamu baca my previous post..

2011?? selain improving my result pa lg patut ku buat ahh?? GIRLFRIEND-ING!! yes~~ should b myself more cos girls know if guyz FAKING.. seriously they BORN 2 have dis 6th sense.. so yeah.. hope i can get what it called 'LOVE' AMIN!!

p/s: brapa byk hapy ku type nah??

test your eyes..

OMG! im so busy lately.. im just in my first year in UBD but im stil bad in managing my time properly! so gila neh! next week lagi (kami suppose to be on HOLIDAY for a week tapi still mbuat kraja untuk untuk pembentangan nanti! kalau tym biasa mana dapat sal kami punya schedule ne inda betamu wa..) kami ne baru kan 'piloting' tampat kan kami research, meliat apa-apa yang patut dibuat nanti.. my group ani lagi payah and slow.. sorang dari belait, sorang dari tutong, ada lagi sorang inda kana suruh jalan2 uleh parents (this one yang me garam ati! walo bini2, BASAR jua udah tu ah kenapa ada masih perents yang TYPICAL THINKING tu kan. pandai jua menjaga diri kali eyh, jangan luan over strict ne! even jalan2 for the sake of BELAJAR pun eyh i say parents BUDUH pulang cematu tu! bukan pulang caring banar tah..) group lain udah jalan lagi durang membuat research lagi tia jauh sumwher in belait, kami dui around sini jua ganya, atu pun ntah.. next semester jangan harap tah me sama kamu lagi, wasting time! i dont work last2 minute ok.. awal siap kan sanang ati kenapa durang inda tepikir tu kan.. i CAN only bagi suggestion wa pasal keraja BGROUP kan bukan ada ketua apa dalam group kami ne.. PLUS atu baru satu keraja! assignments lagi kan dibuat! minimum page yang we should buat is 10 PAGES! imagine ja kamu, ane baru FIRST year ah.. yang dapat membuat me hidup tanpa stress yata neh MENAIP ah, yata baik tah BLOGGING.. i know durang ada keraja, me pun ada keraja.. why cant we just buat keraja tu awal?? yata bagi mental ne! i hate keraja yang inda serius ne, mun kana suruh buat sorang bah bulih eyh! lapas research tu kami mbuat BUKU jua tu about 10,000 words more da less 5o pages catu.. eyh JANGAN CABAR aku ah, i used to be a NOVELIST ok liat ja previous post ah! antah mun me nada dalam group kami tu inda ku tahu eyh kial2 kali! atu untuk keraja hari selasa dapan pulang tu, hari isnin ani lagi aku mbuat kraja subject lain untuk pembentangan, two weeks after buka sekul.. emm kuliah la.. ada lagi kan ku buat untuk keraja satu lagi.. ntah eyh! ok ok enough about my life's story dulu, now liat picture bawah ne, putar2 usulnya kan?? now focus satu circle, banarnya ia beranti tu..

magic?? huhuhu~~ now liat bawah ne focus arah dot atu then garak kapla dapan belakang.. circle yang luar tu macam putar2 tapi banarnya stay STILL lakat..

cana bulih tu ah?? now yang bawah liat jua.. did noticed ada dot putih in between boxes atu?? huhuhu~~

tahu kenapa catu?? eyhh inda tahu?? adui i think form 3 ada belajar neyh.. still remember 'OUR SENSE NOT ALWAYS ACCURATE'?? yata general ideas toh.. every pictures ani, ada pulang SPECIFIC logical explaination ne plus ada 'DEATH PEOPLE"S THEORIES!' more fun dari ani just check dis out ok -> E-BLOG RULES!!



Ed's review: thank to siapa2 yang selalu visit sini, im so grateful banar tah.. me liat keep on increasing bah counter ah.. i felt guilty pulang nada post apa2 ne few days before ne.. im just BUSY bah.. mun ada online pun untuk buang STRESS nyamu.. jangan lupa visit website atas ahh.. yg biru b-underline tu bah.. siuk toh ada cali, ada mbagi paning but paning in a good ways.. bukan pulang bagi sakit kapla tapi yata tu SIUK! mun inda kamu visit inda pulang dipaksa tapi MORE FUN dari pictures atas laa.. PLUS jangan lupa hantarkan vote2 kita poll sebalah ne ah, apa jua ganya takan ganya toh then udah.. bukan bebayar ne FREE ja huhuhu~~

perkataan SALAM!

ASSALAMUALAIKUM! or AKUM??

since recently i'd seen people saying 'salam' instead of 'akum' in their greeting in the MESSAGES & CHATBOX, most probably the logical explaination about that is eceh! huhuhu~ cause of the influence of a 'FORWARDED EMAIL' that send throughout the world especially in BRUNEI, MALAYSIA and even INDONESIA.. the words in italic such EMAIL sent:

Perkataan 'AKUM' adalah gelaran untuk orang-orang Yahudi untuk orang-orang bukan yahudi yang bermaksud 'BINATANG' dalam Bahasa Ibrani. Ia singkatan daripada perkataan 'Avde Kokhavim U Mazzalot' yang bermaksud 'HAMBA-HAMBA BINATANG DAN ORANG-ORANG SESAT'

so people used 'SALAM' which means 'SEJAHTERA' in fear to mistranslate such words. hey come on! i had seen a particular group giving comments of their own thought of this email they received.. some of them even delved on some researches to prove is that resources are BELIEVABLE FACT??

Definitions of shalom on the Web: ‘Peace’ in the Hebrew language, often used in greeting, as in shalom aleichem (‘peace be with you’)

SEE?? a thorough explaination thats been found on web (i dont know which one! but surly an easy finding via WIKI or even GOOGLE) 'SALAM' you used more and less meaning of 'SHALOM' that used by JEWISH PEOPLE! hows surprising!!
further few reading on the people's comments even some super surprisingly FACTS that had been REVEALED!

'Akum' doesn't mean 'binatang' (animal). It's an acronym of 'Ovdey Kochavim U'Mazalot', which literally means 'worshippers of star and zodiac signs'. Above is a forwarded mail which says 'Akum' is 'Avde Kokhavim U Mazzalot', which is slightly different with the right one. And to say that it means 'Hamba-hamba Binatang dan Orang-orang Sesat' is totally unacceptable. It is totally different, and what can I say is, this is a pure fitnah.

im no expert in this but hey how an A become O?? but you see even THE LANGUAGE EXPERTS sent these email, i DARE to challenge them to debate this matter! (macam banar! huhuhu~) see for yourself in the ENGLISH-MALAY dictionary the word MOULD what actual meaning of this word??

MOULD1 = acuan
MOULD2 = kulat; kapang
MOULD3 = tanah yang kaya dengan bahan organik

hey the 3 of them is NOUN. do you know which one of it that im thinking right now?? e-readers will certainly give DIFFERENT answers on this! so apa tah kana mengananya ne?? huhuhu~~ ok if this EMAIL is true that 'AKUM' had such meaning then they should AGREED that it also have different MEANINGS like the example shown! we as a MUSLIM believed that the meaning of 'AKUM' is 'ASSALAMUALAIKUM' not that-that meaning... TAPI tarang2 udah EMAIL ne INDA DAPAT DIPERCAYAI dimana sumbernya even perkataan yang diberikan jua macam OVER kana tambah2 itu ini and dari research urang yang dalam perbincangan atu sendiri pun durang tau yang perkataan atu SALAH meaningnya SO WHY STILL BELIEVED SUCH A COCK-AND-BULL STORY INSIDE IT??

in conclusion mun namanya email ne dui!! jangan tah.. bukan ada keluar arah berita kali perkataan atu inda bulih dipakai! ani tarang2 sudah kan MEMBURUK2AN maksud baik membagi SALAM, perkataan 'ASKUM' yang diSMSkan dari perkataan 'ASSALAMUALAIKUM' dalam ISLAM and then ia SENGAJA diheboh2kan perkataan yang mungkin hampir sama bunyi tapi LAIN MAKSUD, adakah tani patut tani percaya?? me sendiri inda tahu apa hukum meSMSkan ne, me sendiri pun inda jua berani membagi walaupun ada lurusnya dalam pendapat me atu.. huhuhu~~

tapi cuba kamu renung2kan lihat la buku2 agama even tafsir ALQURAN atu sendiri (refer la sendiri~) ada jua menggunakan perkataan singkatan macam ALLAH S.W.T, RASULLULLAH S.A.W sebab apa?? sebab walau inda diberitahu pun otak tani automatically tahu yang perkataan atu SUBHANAHU WA TAALA dan SALLALLAHI ALAIHI WASSALAM (minta maap jika ada salah ejaan! pls tagur2kan kalau salah ok!) apa tah hukumnya tu?? yata kamu tu jangan MEMBABI-BUTAkan percaya sesuatu atu tanpa usul periksa. yes mungkin diatas ne dapat lagi dijelaskan uleh urang yang lebih arif tapi cukup tah sudah tu yang EMAIL atu bukan perkara yang tani TARUS PERCAYAI bah! i mean me balik2 udah becakap kali, me liat sesuatu atu bukan me suka2 hati becakap inda tantu, me perhatikan banar2, liat secara LOGIKnya. bukan tani JUGDE BOOK BY ITS OUTER COVER!
dari mana me dapat comment2 yang bernas ne lihat saja website ne ok especially ada yang ada nickname 'PENDETA' -> i love E-BLOG!!



Ed's review: lain2 urang mempunyai lain2 makna tersendiri untuk memberi maksud sesuatu perkataan tertentu atu! macam peribahasa rambut sama itam hati lain2! ok diatas tu cuma OPINIONS tersendiri, pihak2 lainnya yang me 'RAMBO' dan pikiran me sendiri atas dasar LOGIK pulang saja, inda dapat ditantukan KEBENARANNYA tapi TARANG2 udah inda dapat dipercayai SUMBERnya kenapa lagi kan dipercayai BULAT2, AMPATPASAGI dsbnya?? huhuhu~~ even perkataan atas dari EMAIL tu BANAR tah, ok give prove dari sumber ALQURAN dan ALHADIS or even PEGAWAI2 KEAGAMAAN yang bulih dipercayai cakapnya, ok me sendiri DELETE ne post ahh... even still ada dibaginya, tani PATUT jua merujuk arah KEMENTERIAN HAL EHWAL UGAMA tu adakah banar EMAIL atu kesahihannya atau SENGAJA MENGAIB2KAN! SUBHANALLAH!

SAVED BY DA CUTE CHINESE GIRL WHO PASS-BY AND SMILED TO ME!!

gambar hanyalah ilustrasi semata-mata! huhuhu~~ cos da real world lawa laa dat chinese girl memang my taste macam kan jatuh cinta rasanya! ne pic ah lawa jua laa tapi sayangnya dis girl bsigup haiya.. asta~~

again the title above is wats on my fb's 'what are you doing right now?' seriously im OFFENDED with their acts just now! rily! we were given an 'assignment' to do it in GROUPS! as we were doing our work, at JUST the very beginning they got problems to start! PLAN itu ini macam-macam tapi tau cakap saja! ada alasan itu ini lah. payah2an waa kan milih tempat yang kan kami sepatutnya KAJI ah! 2 kali meeting ah blum tah durang decide2 nya! NADA sorang pun dapat pikiran yang bernas dan yang bulih dterima ulih semua!

then i have dis suggestion la KAJI tampat ne! sal me ada reason2 tertentu UNTUK kepentingan bersama jua bah! bukan aku milih sesuatu tempat tu sukati2 ku! ku pikir secara mendalam kali ah kebaikkannya to all! MKAJI sesuatu tempat ne bukan sanang. PLUS tia lagi secara bkumpulan. PLUS slepas MKAJI tu kami mesti buat macam satu buku la yang panjangnya 8000-10,000 patah perkataan or lebih kurang minimum 50 pages wa, ingat sanang kah tu?? i hate ne kalau BGROUP ada yang krajanya cikit ja, ada yang mbuat banyak! INDA ADIL wah! we were supposed to work in GROUP!! bukan kau-kau, aku-aku! dats GROUP all about!!

yang me garam ati tadi ne time mbuat proposal (kertas cadangan untuk dbagi lecturer) ah, yeah tampat yang DKAJI tu, me MASTERMIND nya la sal me banyak tahu sal tampat atu. tapi doesnt mean dat me tah ganya kan mbagi IDEAS!! durang ne i can say TOO DEPENDABLE on ME!! yeah i can give da IDEAS as we are in groups tapi indakan sorang pun LANGSUNG nada ideas. GENERAL jua ganya ideas tu. LANGSUNG nada sorang terpikir. bila me bagi suggestion, durang like macam dangar inda dangar ja. udah abis idea nah tekial2 sorang2! bah antam tah kamu! hey come on! ne kraja BKUMPULAN wa! bukan me saja yang kan ddepend! even tym mbuat proposal tu pun, mostly nya my ideas n also i type it n sent it via email! durang tau ubah2 text2 yg kureng saja~ tu ja! ne balum lagi kami berangkat kan k-tampat kan DKAJI ne!

YA ALLAH!! MUDAHAN SAJA TAMPAT YANG KAMI AGA NE TAMPAT YANG BULIH MENDAPATKAN KAMI GRADE YANG BAIK DALAM ASSIGNMENT KAMI! AMIN~

sasak me tadi tu banar tah. rasa kan out ja dari GROUP ah! yeah TRY me! ingat aku inda dapat mbuat SORANG kah?? jangan UNDERESTIMATE me! dulu me pernah mbuat NOVEL panjangnya beribu words kali ah. ne 8-10ribu bulih ku buat sorang eyh! tapi pikir punya pikir dangan yang tani MKAJI ne KAWAN tani sendiri wa! apa-apa hal ne kawan jua! me pikir atu wa.. bulih me OUT, ntah abis kali durang kakai-kakai MCARI IDEAS kali eyh.. yeah bukan pulang totaly me tapi banyakkannya ME wa.. tani patut BEKERJASAMA mbagi ideas bukan pasal aku tau banyak tampat atu aku tah pulang ganya mbagi IDEAS! just general ideas pun inda tau wa?? sadang jua!

ne proposal tu bila siap mesti bentangkan arah lecturer. ME jua yang mbentangkan! eyh! next day ada jua pembentangan klas len. GILA NE MIANI ANI EYH! PALUI! BUDUH! mentel banar me tadi tapi me inda selalu liatkan yang me ne EMO wa. PENDAM DALAM HATI saja! i hate kalau me marah wa. i dunno wat im doin when im mad! siapa saja inda kira tuha muda kanak2 pangkat mun me kan marah MENAMPAR, MENUMBUK i dun care WHO U ARE! dulu PRINCIPAL SEKULAH lagi me RUDE, ne tah pulang kamu! tapi yata kjarangan la me marah ne. mostly control ja cause BIDA at the end waa.. bila me cakap ne PADAS waa.. yata HATI sorang2 ne mesti djaga! apa yang ketani buat ne walau sedamit mana pun TUHAN MAHA MENGETAHUI wa. TUHAN MAHA ADIL! biar tah TUHAN ja membalas. yang penting me udah buat DA BEST OF DA BEST out of me! mun inda banar jua!

ia saja me pikirkan tadi banar tah. paksa ku buat2 busy membuat kraja supaya aku inda SANAK! dalam mbuat2 kraja tu masa tu aku d tampat lapang CLT ah ada bench, ada tia dis chinese girl baru turun dari kereta.. CUTE!! yata TERTANTANG me dengan inda sengaja! barangkali notice ia, ia kana tantang, senyum ia sambil liat me! adui ma! just a few second ia senyum arah me ah macam jatuh cinta rasanya! i dunno da feel cemana jatuh cinta ne ah tapi ntah dat chinese girl memang my taste la huhuhu~~ hilang segala STRES ahh!!

Ed's review: i hate group work! most of the time nada yang ADIL tym mbuat kraja. ada labih mbuat. ada kurang! kalau sorang tau klemahan/kelebihan tani pa mun kurang/labih dalam bkumpulan?? smua kana wa tu! bdw well marah tu control wa. perangai, perbuatan n especially PERCAKAPAN tani even sama yang RAPAT tu jaga. jgn sampai urang lain rasa tersinggung wa.. BEDUSA mbuat urang tersinggung ne pa tah lagi IBUBAPA tani. neraka tu patut djauhi wa. NAUZUBILLAHIMINZALIK!